I want to to but i can't?

[Kaath]

I have been datig this guy for almost 3 years now, but sice i moved to another place it has been getting worse.
To cut hte story short, he confessed that he developed a feeling to some girl but doenst want to lose me. I told him to do the right thing and now, he stopped courting the girl.
He's been so harsh and rude to me.
He seldom says iloveyou but when i initiate a break up he would hold me back.
H doesnt trust me, but just now, i found a girl on facebook who's profile picture was the two of them otgether. and another photo of them holding hands but their faces was not seen yet i know the look of his hand so i knew it was him

I confronted him but he told me he's no one. theyre just friends and this girl seems to like him.
He told me that he ddint know that they were holding hands because he was drunk.

I dont really know how i should feel
He's really a good man but he changed a lot. i know long distance relationship is hard but why does he kepp hurting me then hold back again then just neglect me then care again.
I have been him one time he was drunk and he really had no clue what he was doing.

I really feel so bad when we are not okay. Ive invested so much feelings for him
He would be so swet then the next time he'd throw words at me.
I think it was hard for him to confess his mistakes but i admire him that he did.
I dont know how i could let him go its so hard.
I always call him eventhough we seldom talk good things. he always suspects me of flirting wiht other guys but i really am not. one sinlge mistake and he would burst his bubble. ive been so stupid but i just dont know what i must do. I know i should let go but i cANT even take the imagination ofhim holding someone else's hand. :"( i feel so stupid and been played already for so many times. i never cheated nor flirted with anyone else. i even dont text my friends anymore becasue he gets jealous. :'(

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I have been him one time he was drunk and he really had no clue what he was doing.

I really feel so bad when we are not okay. Ive invested so much feelings for him
He would be so swet then the next time he'd throw words at me.
I think it was hard for him to confess his mistakes but i admire him that he did.
I dont know how i could let him go its so hard.
I always call him eventhough we seldom talk good things. he always suspects me of flirting wiht other guys but i really am not. one sinlge mistake and he would burst his bubble. ive been so stupid but i just dont know what i must do. I know i should let go but i cANT even take the imagination ofhim holding someone else's hand. :"( i feel so stupid and been played already for so many times. i never cheated nor flirted with anyone else. i even dont text my friends anymore becasue he gets jealous. :'(

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