I want to to but i can't?

[Miranda]

I think your boyfriend is most certainly being dishonest and unfaithful to you. I think the reason he tries to hold you back from breaking thing off is that he feels guilty- but mostly because your are what is comfortable for him. You've been together a long time and change can be scary. However, I believe that you would be selling yourself short to continue a relationship in which he has previously shown dishonestly and infedelity, and is currently doing the same. Let him two-time someone else! It might be hard to imagine life without him, but there are so many better fit people out there for you! I think you should do right by yourself and move on- take some time for self discovery, and then begin dating again! Who knows who you might meet? Good luck!