pregnant and in denial please help me?

[Liz]

Im currently a 19 year old girl, who is pregnant. I was dating this boy one night we got really drunk and ended up having sex, we used protection but the condom split. I missed my period, took a test and it was positive, I also have been confirmed by the doctor. However I told the boy who I was dating and he was really angry, he told me I had to have an abortion that he is 22 and he doesnt want a child at his age as he is too young, his dad would go mental and he has a life to live. He kept putting me under pressure to have an abortion like he told me he wanted to meet up with me for a chat about our future when he ended up taking me to the nearest family planning clinic/hospital trying to book me in for an abortion, then tried to buy my affection by offering to take me to nice places. He's threatened me that If I Kept the baby I would be on my own and he would want no contact with me or his baby whats so ever. He also threatened to kill himself if I kept it. I know this sounds silly and selfish and horrible of me but I did text him saying I would have a think about an abortion just to stop the threatening messages. However after a few days I realised that I couldn't. I dont agree with abortions and I got myself into this mess I need to suffer the consequence's I dont want to kill a innocent child I cant bring myself to go through with it. I explained all this too him, he has stopped talking to me it has been about two months since we have last had contact, he has blocked me on facebook, twitter, changed his number so there is no way I can get in contact with him at all. I don't know what to do and how to get support and the stuff I will need to get off him as he has completely shut me out, and has carried on living is life as normal forgetting all about me. I am really scared and really upset at the moment as I am completely on my own I don't know what to and I keep feeling really tearful.I am keeping the baby but how do I go about getting support that I need off him help xx