Can somebody help me? Advice!?
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11-09-2012, 11:39 AM
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Can somebody help me? Advice!?
I am very shy. I don't do well with big groups. I would
be the loser sitting in the back, alone. Even at family gatherings. I hate it! No one makes me feel comfortable and I relized it's just me with the problem! I dropped out of school due to my depression, and just other issues. I take full responsibility for my actions and I am currently studying for my GED test so I can find work. This shyness has been a part of me my whole life! It's more like social anxiety! At the age of seven I was getting sexually abused and physically abused. Now, instead of my ex-step, father and brother doing it, my older brother will call me ugly, dumb *****, fat ***, and more. I really had grown to really dislike my brother. Whenever we talk he insults me! Whenever I be nice he insults me so I began just ignoring him because I am sick of this! I already want to commit suicide due to me not feeling loved by this girl I've known for years. Nobody knows but it hurts me dearly. I want her to forgive me and I think she can tell how awkward I am. I would post a simple status up, "I got to baby sit today! Ugh" . I would not get any likes, nothing! My little cousins got more likes than me! Ugh. I de-activated my facebook today because I can't stand this feeling of being ignored! I need help in order to stop this social anxiety. It follows me in person to ONLINE! It sucks so much! I just want to cry! From me being abused, I don't want to open up to anybody! I already don't open up and people still hurt me! I need help, please! :'( advice! I need to make a change! I am crying now! Ads |
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Can somebody help me? Advice!? - Ashley A - 11-09-2012 11:39 AM
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