a place to go for help please?

[Alexis]

ok. I'm a 15 year old girl, but not a normal one. i have self inflicted scars all over myself. i think about dying every day. even right now.
my mom knows about my cuts, but she hasn't talked about it since the first time i showed her. i showed her because i wanted help. but she just threatened me. she didn't do anything about it.
and it's getting worse. i don't want to go to her again, but i need help. i know i do. i want to die, but yet i don't. i know i need help. i just don't know how to get it.

please help me. is there a place i can go without my parents? (besides the fricken stupid school counciler) they don't do anything. they're douche bags. for real.) i just don't want to be like this anymore. i want to be able to feel something.