What should I do? Trust God or not?

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I met a guy (A) on Facebook. We met in real life, and he told me God had told him to add me. He said that I was the perfect girl for him, and we got along very well. We got in a relationship. He told me his secrets, and I accepted them. we were closer than anyone could have imagined.

There was a problem though. I've been bullied since I was 6. I had very low self-esteem. I also felt alone. I needed a lot of energy, and he didn't have that energy. He broke up with me.

I prayed, and God told me to wait for him to return. Every time I doubt this, I get a sign. I hear His voice, a love song comes on the radio, or I read something wrong and I read the words "back", "*his name*", "trust", "God", "Bible" or something else related to this. There have been times I wanted to give up and move on, but then I suddenly had a dream. One time about Jesus who told a group of children to expect the unexpected, and another time I dreamed about A and I together.

God is also telling me that A doesn't want to be with me now, but that He (God) knows that will change. After all, He knows the future. A himself tells me to move on, but when I say "ILY <3" when he has to go, he responds with "ILY <3", and he once told me he still loves me (as a sister, but still).

In the 4.5 months since the break-up, I got emotionally stronger. God says he's preparing me for getting A back.

I am almost sure this is from God, but It's really hard to believe. What could help me to believe in Him?

Thanks