Feeling isolated, different, sad and completely lost?

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I think American society and youth is over obsessed with looking good. I grew up in America and am very self conscious because of it. Some girls were really rude in high school and too many people were kissing in public. I also couldn't figure out how to fit in and socialize and internalized depression but still had good grades. Plus my parents divorced. There's too much pressure to be popular and outgoing in the high schools here. The only thing that really taught me anything was speech classes when I faced my fears but a lot of people hate high school and there are lots of fake ppl its hard to find loving genuine friends. I'm glad high school is over