am i obsessed with getting attention?

[Nicole]

im 14 and ever since grade 7 i love getting attention. i never craved it at first. but i knew i was fake. i would act different all the time and be a huge drama queen. in grade 8 it got all worse. my friends we'rnt in my class so they started to not talk to me anymore. and we got in a huge fight. over something so stupid that i dont even remember. i was lonely. so i started telling people i smoke and drink to get attention. one time i "acted like i was high" at lunch time. my teachers found out and called the cops and hospital. i got scared so i made up a lie saying someone i dont know gave me pills. im a person who stays at home. alot. and tell people that im out hanging with my highschool friends. but in reality. i stay at home. whats wrong with me? it got 10 times worse. i wanted more attention. so i went on facebook. and started "hacking" myself. saying rude and cruel things. to me and people. some people felt bad. and one time i made a fake account of a girl and started saying mean things to myself. i got more attention. once i heard about Amanda todd. i felt like it was going to get me more attention if i try to kill myself. but i didnt. at all. but i told people i did. so people told a teacher and now im seeing 7 counilers. i feel like a phsyco path. so i have some kind of disorder?