Is this parental alienation?

[Patricia]

He is your ex, and as such, you two are living separate lives, with just the son in common. It's not every day that an ex husband and wife get together to celebrate holidays and birthdays with their child. It happens occasionally. You need to let go and move forward with your life.

Make your own memories with your child..! Your husband is doing that with the child, why can't you?

You need dto work on your insecurities and odd jealousy. There is a lot of good information on the internet for self-help. It's something you might seriously consider.

And also get a life of your own - if you dont' do it now, start socializing when your son is visiting his father. Go out on some dates. Spruce up your life! YOU CAN>