Have been a toxic friend... Do you think my friend will forgive me?

[Blacknight]

Basically, I got dumped by a close friend about 5 months ago, who said she wasn't close to me before she left, and it really affected my self esteem. I became really depressed and negative, and ranted to my close friend about my other friend leaving me for about 4 months. In other words, I became a toxic friend.

The last straw came when I actually told my close friend that I felt that her friends are fake because they pretend to care about me when they do not in reality. My friend tried to persuade me a few times that they actually did care, but I did not believe it.

So my close friend abruptly stopped talking to me totally 6 weeks ago. She also blocked me on Whatsapp, and Facebook. I have since made up with her friends, and written her an apology letter to my friend about 4 weeks ago, but received no response. I have also promised myself that I will be more positive, and have since recovered from the depression that plagued me months ago.

Do you think there is a chance that she would forgive me? What should I do? How do I show her I am willing to change and have changed myself, and never treat her, or her friends this way again?
I do want to contact her, but I am not sure whether I should because she has asked me to leave her alone and I am scared that she will be even more irritated if I keep trying to contact her.

[LaWanda]

You have obviously offended your friend. Keep trying to contact her. And, when she does give you a response, be sure to begin rebuilding trust. Trust takes a long time to build, and even longer to rebuild. You can start rebuilding that trust by proving you have changed.

[Jeremy Cunningham]

Or you could leave her alone like she wants you to do. Douche