Do you think she noticed how badly I treated her?

[Elva]

I have this friend who I treated pretty not so good I guess...She was always super friendly to me and stared at me a lot.
But then things got confusing...
-I'd text her all day but hardly talk to her in person
-sometimes I flat out ignored her...she'd walk into class and stare and smile at me but I'd pretend not to notice and ignore her
-I'd talk openly and friendly with everyone but distant and awkwardly with her
-but mostly I just ignored her a lot...and then she became really shy and apprehensive with me
-whenever we went places together I would be really quiet and awkward

She'd stare and watch me as I talked to other people. Always looked kinds hurt or confused whenever she watched me...But she stayed super nice and continued trying to be my friend...

Then this year. I sit on the opposite side of the room from her and she used to stare everyday at me blatantly. But I'd NEVER look her way and as soon as the bell rang I'd just leave. She'd sometimes come over to me at the beginning of class just to talk to me. And I remember one day she even wore this gift I bought her and kept staring at me probably wondering if I noticed...

Well now...she's really....distant....She doesn't talk to me much anymore and acts really detached now. And on her Twitter/FB she just posted something about "done trying...if you want me In your life let me know" and something about how confused she is by someone...And I can't help but feel like they're in reference to ME...And what's weird is that when I clicked on both of the different posts there was a comment by a person with the exact same name is ME. Maybe its a sign...?

I feel guilty and like I need to apologize...but how would I even go about doing that...and all the ignoring and stuff happened mostly just the last 2 years. This year I've been pretty friendly with her... I really want to become good friends with her but things are so confusing now...and she's so distant.

[1234567]

Its your fault. She could have been the best friend you could have ever had but you blew it

[Cari]

Apologize- she's not an idiot trust me, she noticed. I've been there before and it bothers me a lot when people treat me different in person than over text.... so she's being distant because she feels like you have a problem with her. Flat out apologize and tell her why you're being like this and it will help TONS.

[Tyme]

You're really a jerk for that. All she wanted was a friend. Tell her in person that you're sorry for not talking to her like you should have. But don't try to be friends with her unless she asks to, you've already hurt her too much.
I don't understand why you would ignore her like that. It's so mean and hurtful. You wonder why she's ignoring you and think she didn't notice? Of course she does, she's not stupid. She was just hoping that maybe, one day, you will show her kindness like she has done to you. Did you expect her to hold on forever? I really would like to know why you behaved in such an odd behavior.

[AnimeGirl]

We can't do anything about what you did in the past now can we? But you definitely can help it right now if you want things to change in future. Talk to her, don't be afraid to apologise. Tell her how silly you were to do all that you did in the past. And face it, bro. You were being silly and scared for no reason at all. If she's the person you described, she'll definitely forgive you and come back to you. The coming back to you part may not be instant, in case she needs time, but she definitely will forgive you, and sooner or later, come back to you too. "if you want me In your life let me know" if she did mean that, she will take you back! Now don't screw it up again, or though I don't know who you are or where you are, I will find you and tie you up and force you to watch Toddlers & Tiaras till you swear to not chicken out ever again.

[❀NiKiTa❀]

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